i have FINALLY found the inspiration to be the person i want to be -- the person i used to be -- about a year ago. optimistic, driven, on an actual PATH. i am ecstatic. i have been plunging ahead, directionless, through life for far too many months. i was wearing on myself, i was miserable. but now i have come back alive, and i know where i'm going and what i'm doing. i feel like i have this awakening every year after winter, and ya know, maybe i do. but know what else? it feels fantastic.
ps - i don't like the fray. but i love humphreys.