i feel trapped - and held back - and lost.
i'm going to find my way out of this.
i feel alone too - but not because i don't have friends.
but because i don't know how to let them help.
in fact, i don't know if they can.
i think this is -- as they say -- 'a personal problem.'
hopefully it has a simple solution.
there are things that i want and need.
i'm sick of scraping and begging for them.
i'm sick of feeling defeated.
besides my ridiculous whining, captured above, i had a great weekend in dallas. i also did some great shopping. i'll post pictures of what i got sometime this week. there will also be pictures on facebook, after they are edited.
kara - why are we such insomniacs?
lauren - i don't know.
kara - i don't hate it though.. it will come in handy in college.
i have *another* life plan. who knows when i'll actually find the right one.
i'm exhausting myself.